BEFORE I START THIS GIANT RANT FULL OF LOTS OF CUSSING AND OTHER FUN STUFF

i wont be able to draw anymore. my tablet doesnt work on my new computer, so thats no longer an option. soooo basicly this will be a rant-fest journal of LOVE.

yay.

onto my rant.

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first off, i dont even fucking GET people these days. california is like the TWOFACED CAPITOL OF THIS FUCKING UNIVERSE. SERIOUSLY.

im so fucking DONE WITH THIS.

MY MOM AND HER CINICAL ATTITUDE ABOUT LIFE AND HOW EVERYONE IS APPARENTLY A BUNCH OF SHITHEADS, HOW IM JUST ANOTHER ONE OF THEM, AND HOW WERE GOING TO FUCKING MOVE SOON.

I WOULD RATHER KILL MYSELF THAN MOVE AGAIN.

im not even kidding.

moving brought me to the point where i was FUCKING CRYING EVERYDAY. moving almost KILLED ME.

now my mom is blaming her shithole life on ME, MY FRIENDS WHO SHE DESCRIBES AS A BUNCH OF ASSHOLES WHO 'CHANGED ME'. changed? so i got my ass of my computer chair and finally found REAL FRIENDS WHO ACTUALLY LIKED ME AND WERENT TWO FACED (or so i thought. ha.), AND CALIFORNIA

MOM IF YOU WERE A CALIFORNIA GIRL ALL YOUR LIFE, YOU WOULDNT BE SO DAMN CINICAL

MOM YOUR JUST LIKE EVERY OTHER TWOFACED BITCH IN CALIFORNIA. YOU THINK YOUR SOOOO AMAZING, YOU THINK ITS MY FAULT YOU FUCKED UP YOUR LIFE BY NOT BEING A DANCER AND HAVING KIDS.

and also, TWO FACED PEOPLE ARE FUCKING SCUM.

FUCKING.

SCUM.

im not even JOKING.

ill give you some EXAMPLES of the AMAZING two faced people i know and just looooove with all my FUCKING HEART.

so, my neighbors Mollie, Sydney, Lindsay, Reece, Stephanie, Parker, Justin, Josh (Mollie's brother), and Shelby (Lindsay's sister) and me started hanging out this summer, and we spent night and day together.


mollie is the one who introduced me to everyone. i thought she was nice. WAS.

sydney and i became really close, and soon were BFFs along with Stephanie. then parker and justin started hanging out with us, and at that time parker was going out with lindsay, but she SECRETLY HATED HIM. and a little while later sydney ASKED JUSTIN OUT AND HE SAID YES. but he secretly hated her. so then lindsay dumped parker and i started to like him. he told me he liked me, but didnt want to fuck up our friendship. then sydney and justin broke up, and justin and parker stopped hanging out with us altogether. then lindsay and shelby came along. lindsay was SO FUCKING TWO FACED i could never tell who was on her good list and who she hated. i assumed she hated me.

at this time, it was basicly me, mollie, sydney, and lindsay. stephanie had so much homework to do she couldnt hang out.

then mollie started the pathway to everyone hating her.

it started on AIM (HMMM. MOST THINGS THAT FUCK UP MY LIFE COME FROM AIM *cough*KAYLEIGH*cough*)

she started SCREAMING AT ME at 10am saying how she FUCKING HATES ME BECAUSE I STOLE SYDNEY AWAY FROM HER. WTF. WTDFWTWFWRWTWFFWWTYFDEUIGDOIHEDFIOPHEFIO.

SHE TOLD ME LINDSAY, REECE, SYDNEY, AND STEPH HATED MY FUCKING GUTS.

then, later, she blamed it on her being UPSET. wtf. wtfx3u3948623894.

i forgave and forgot.

how fucking stupid.

so for a little while, everything was fine.

GUESS NOTHING CAN EVER JUST BE OK FOR MORE THAN FIVE FUCKING DAYS.

then, mollie started RANDOMLY hating parker and saying how if we hang out with him, she will hate us (me and sydney. lindsay still hated him)

then, mollie started SCREAMING AT ME AGAIN ON AIM. SHE SAID HOW BLUE EYED BLONDES (which she is) ARE AMMMMAZING AND HOW BRUNETTES SUCK (i have light brown hair) WTF. THEN SHE SAID HOW I WAS STILL STEALING SYDNEY AWAY FROM HER BECAUSE OF ONE TIME SHE SAID SHE ONLY WANTED TO HANG OUT WITH SYDNEY FOR A WEEK, WHICH REALLY PISSED ME AND SYDNEY OFF, AND LATER SHE SAID SHE DIDNT MEAN TO SAY THAT. WTF?!>??!?!??!?!?!?! lj:ejdpHOIEGDIUEFDHEIJHFDK

SO THEN LATER AND AFTER ME AND SYDNEY CRY FOR LIKE 3 HOURS CUZ WE KNOW MOLLIE IS SO HORRIBLE AND HOW MUCH SHE HURTS US (seriously she is SO bitchy its not even funny)

so mollie blames it on SOMEONE SAID BLUE EYED BLONDES ARE STUPID.



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THATS ONE BIG WHAT THE FUCK MOMENT.

im just so fucking glad her parents (who secretly set it up so they can read EVERY SINGLE message sent on her computer) took aim away.

sydney said everyday mollie would whine to her about how it was MY FAULT that SHE LOST AIM. how is it MY FAULT?!??!?!??????????? hmMM!MM?



*sigh*


now, lindsay hates mollie because of all the things mollie has done. sydney also hates mollie, and stephanie hates her too. but we all act sweet around her, even though we know she FUCKING GOSSIPS ABOUT ALL OF US TO EVERYONE ELSE. she talks about lindsay to me, me to sydney, stephanie to lindsay, and sydney to stephanie.

yet we all stick a smile on our face and deal.




i dont know how much i can take.


i feel like im holding so many memories that make me want to cry.


i love sydney, stephanie, lindsay, shelby, and reece so much.


yet mollie is getting in the way of all of that.

mollie always PUSHES lindsay away from everyone.

mollie always says something SO FUCKING MEAN TO ME I WANT TO FUCKING PUNCH HER whenever im with sydney.

mollie always pushes past between me and sydney so SHE can be next to sydney. wtf. she is so FUCKING CLINGY.

mollie always says how stupid stephanie is when shes not around, and stephanie heard once, and me her and sydney now will never trust mollie again.

mollie is always saying how she hates reece just because sydney always wants him to hang out with us and mollie wants ALL THE ATTENTION.



next time mollie says or does something mean im saying this:

"mollie, stop saying mean things to me. i know what you said about me to sydney and im sick of it. your mean, you gossip, and your two faced. until you change, i dont want to be your friend."




and im done.





two faced people, go shove your 'im only doing this so u dont get upset' shit back up your ass, which will be hard because you already have your HEAD SHOVED UP THERE.



g'night.


and please, drive safely.

and dont go fucking up yourself by becoming two faced





thanks.



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